Lost on the circular path and a startling change

I was inside a large building and following my brother up a convoluted mess of stairs and pathways to what we hoped was our ultimate goal of getting to the outside of the building up at the top to then take a path further to our destination.  At one point I was behind and took a wrong turn and I was in a few rooms that were a mess of insulation, grease and dirt.  I was trying my best to find the turn I was to make and could not find it.  I took one turn and went down a short walkway and I stopped abruptly as there was a hole and when I peaked at it I could see that it was an open hole and dropped all the way to a linoleum floor below some 70 or so feet.  My stomach did a flip and I quickly backed away.  I yelled for help and finally through trial and error reached a path that I caught up with my brother.  He then lead me around a circular path with a series of turns. 

All of a sudden my brother fell to the floor to my left side and was groaning in agony
and it continued to get worse quickly.  I was completely shocked and stood unmoving. Even more startling my brother then changed from his usual body which was a 6 foot something man with a larger but not fattish build to a much shorter and stocky build man with a decent sized stomach.  The worst part about it was that he was heading at me as
if he was angry and intended on hurting me.  I did the smart thing and squared my body to
him and raised my fists to fend off an attach. 

Perry Mason, Folding fluorescent tubes and hurting my kitty

I was lying on the couch and was half asleep and my brother was in a soft chair to my right
a ways.  He was watching TV which was at an angle to me more than him but I could see it fine.  I was wakening a bit toward the end of the show and I realized that Raymond Burr was in court asking questions to the man on the hot seat; and that is always what it was when Raymond Burr as Perry Mason was digging for information from a witness.  I recognized that I had seen this movie before and I spoke up that Burr was perfectly cast as Perry.  I then spoke up that I had seen the movie before and my attention was better now as I did want to see the end of this movie because I remember having loved it. It ended far too fast and really I missed most of the good part but I said that I remember it had to do with 2 men out on a hike and that one was missing and had something to do with unaccounted for time.  My brother spoke up and said yes 26 minutes of missing time.  I then had a picture in my mind of what had occurred and that in this movie the man with the unaccounted time had gone into some sort of time warp. Anyway I had missed it this time fond memories or not. 

I then grabbed two fluorescent lighting tubes and started to play.  I took one of them and hit the other toward the end of the tube and it folded into the longer section.  I did that again but further up the tube and again it folded into the tube.  I finally hit it a third time and glass shattered all over the carpeted living room although it did fold as I had wanted it to. 

I told my brother that I had screwed up and went out onto the porch to drag in the heavy pull along vacuum cleaner.  I started cleaning the glass and saw that some of it had gone under another chair in the room so I started reaching under it to make sure I got all the glass because I did not want any left for a kitty to get hurt on. At that time I could see there were two small rubber balls under the chair and before I could move the vacuum and
grab them out.  I was careless and the vacuum head turned up momentarily while I was reaching for the balls.  One of them landed on the turning brushes of the upturned vacuum head and it spit it out with some force and hit my kitty which was maybe 4 feet away watching curiously what I was doing.  It hurt the kitty and it seemed maybe it was a bad injury.  I was freaking out.  I reached toward the kitty to see what I could do and it moved some distance away and I again moved there and was trying softly to move my hand that direction while I was trying to soothe the poor thing. 

** At this point in the dream I woke moaning and crying and I continued to cry when I was
awake until I could put aside the horrible ending to this one **

Human Lockdown

I was one of the many thousands of humans that were living a life of lockdown.  It probably didn't appear that way most of the time as it was an entire town and working complex that could appear normal except that the others had it restricted so that no one could leave and you were granted only the access needed to do your job. The work complex was huge
and many of the jobs were what the worker would be good at or desire to work
anyway but detainment under any name was imprisonment.

I worked in an office where many of us held our feelings secret but harbored great ill will
toward the others.  One day a few of us and me for sure decided that the cogs of this machine were going to meet some resistance.  We put ourselves on the line
and this particular day began what we hoped would be resistance enough to give
thousands of the humans fortitude to do the same and that the others would not
have a grand day.

I know that  we were all trying our best to run amuck and this is my story.  I tail gated another employee to another floor with restricted access. I stayed as his shadow passing all badge requirements.  I also drew no sideways looks from any of the security guards.  I
then made my way to the offices where equipment was kept and I began to work on
ways I could cause them to fail.  I started running into peeping eyes and soon was in need of violence to help my cause.  I knew that many of the people seeing me were the others but I also knew that some could be human but our cause was an important one so I began to disable anyone seeing me.  I was not trying to kill anyone of the humans or really any of the others but I began running into more resistance and now was actually having to run for my life among the large complex.  I picked up weapons for my hands, something heavy to strike with and I began to smash it into anyone in my way.  After some time I could hear the intercoms and security radios talking about my actions and was meeting with more and more
peering eyes as I tried stealthily to make it through an area.  I supposed that many of the humans were pretending to not see me.

I was now having to fight hard and flee in every way possible to stay keep from being
captured.  I know that human or other I must have killed someone.  It is not something I liked but it was something I had justified as being worth my cause.  I had grabbed a device that looked like a door knob attached to a flexible band about a foot long and 2 inches wide and it made a great weapon.  I hit one smaller fellow trying his best to capture me by hand several times flat on his head and I was amazed that he was not knocked unconscious and stayed just as eager to wrap me up.  I hit him one final time and finally he fell at my feet. 

I came to a floor where my wife worked.  She was in an open desk cubicle talking to someone across from her that was behind a foot high divider between them.  She was
smiling and was very good natured and I thought to myself that I adored that in her.  She saw me out of her peripheral vision but did not acknowledge that she had seen me except if one were to notice here body language the way I did at that time.  I got away down a hall to the back of that office and down into a room that was off the main usage pattern.  One thing for sure I did not want to drag my wife into this.  I also needed to get out of sight as I had been in the open office. 

I kept fighting, dodging, hiding and maneuvering. I finally saw a larger black lady that appeared to be motioning me that she was sympathetic to my cause and although it was stupid to do so I let her get close and to speak with me.  She seemed to be legitimate so I trusted what she was saying to me which was that I should take an elevator at the back of this area. When I got there she opened it for me and I got in.  I didn't know if this would lead to my demise or to something that would help me.  I hit the button inside to make my way down.    

The maker's snow

It had just snowed about 14 inches of new snow and it was early season early day
and that meant virgin powder.  And that kind of fluffy snow was an unbelievable draw. I got together my equipment and rushed up to a bridge on the top of a
long ski run that was as yet unopened.  I was in a four wheel drive jeep and I knew I could make it.  I got there and got my equipment on and my finally in no time I had my skies pointed down the long steep slope of a good powder on a advanced skill ski slope.  I
had gotten here quickly and I knew that it was important to do so as the owners of the ski run and the forest rangers did not like this much powder open for skiing.  They preferred that some avalanche control was done higher in the mountains first and that the ski run
was packed down with heavy equipment, the thought being that heavy powder was
too hard and uncontrollable to ski.  Of course I had my own opinions and that was why I was point down the slope ready to fly.

I took off and could not get momentum downward so I kept arching my back and leaning forward until my head nearly touched my feet and that did the trick.  I was soon flying down the slope riding the softest padding imaginable. If one could have seen my face I am sure they would have seen a grin that was as wide as it could get.  My heart was pounding and the joy was immense. I think that at times like this I feel the joy of life that my maker
wished me to feel. 

I was too soon that I came to a bridge that crossed over the slope and made it impossible to continue down.  This was the jumping off place.  I slowed myself and made my way to the far left of the run where I could jump out of my skies and join what appeared to be a pretty good crowd on the top of the bridge.  As I joined the others I could see my mother among the many.  There was also a an Olympic skier, a lady from my town perched there with snow-clothes on and I swear I saw skies hanging from her hand. I was soon talking to the others on the bridge expressing my great joy of just a moment before.  I could also see a forest ranger was making his way to the bridge. 

About the time the ranger came into sight I could see that the lady skier had now gotten her skies pointed down another slope and was ready to take flight.  Soon thereafter she did indeed take flight but this slope was not the slope I had come down and she was soon fighting rushing water and slush and nearly mud. Evidentially the slope was prone to heat from nearby and it was destroying what could be a great slope. I knew it was because of this the ranger was now hurrying over to the bridge while I continued to tell the story of my run and complaining vociferously about the forces that be closing the upper slope when it could
give such joy for some time for many of us. I told one person after the other until I am sure that all of them were sick of me that I disagreed with the decision making.  I begged my mother to drive me to the top of the slope I had come down so I could yet again meet the slope.  She refused. She knew they would be closing it and was not going to support my plans on getting one more run out of it first. 

This is an explaination of what I am doing here

This will be about my dreams or discussion with you about these dreams or yours. I will put up a new dream as I have them and when there isn't a new dream I will put up an older dream. In between if you want to discuss them or your dreams feel free to add a comment. I am for the first time placing in a public way the Chimeras, Vagaries and Delusions of my mind. I am anxious to see where this will go.