Thursday, June 30, 2011

Miasmic Meal - Odd Crew



Miasmic Meal

I was standing on the side of a pickup bed stirring a blue-white, lumpy liquid.  I had a large stick with a spoon on the end and was taking slurps and bites of the miasmic, lumpy goop.  I knew that the lumps were poorly pureed cadavers.

Odd Crew

I was sitting in a cafeteria chair.  On the wall not far from me was a white board.  I could see that there were items changing on the whiteboard without anyone there to write them.  I went over next to it.  I could see text highlighting and then going away and I could see new text showing up in different spots and just an ever changing pattern of writing disappearing text.  I tried to catch what was being written but I was just too slow to catch most of it. It was obvious that this was not something others could see.

I was on the street and was picked up for a ride.  I wanted to go home and the driver was headed a different direction so I spoke up and she said that we had one more chore left to do first. She then picked up another lady off of the street and she also got in the car.  The driver told the passenger that she wanted her to relive the car going over that she thought she needed to.  So I could hear the lady in the back as if she was reliving watching a car roll over and her exclamation of fear, sadness and grief.  A bit later the lady driving said that she was sorry but that she thought she needed to have done that.  It was eerie for me as well because earlier there had been a car turn over at an intersection that I had seen.

Another time I was in a club at night and I had already confronted a bunch of people that seemed to be the ones with the powers and I told them that I was privy to some things.  They were a bit shocked that I knew but did not explain a lot to me at that time.  Later in the evening we were in the cafeteria that now seemed more like an evening bar and a lady told another lady that she thought it was time that the other lady try doing what she had been training for.  The lady that was asked to try her knowledge stood up on a table and then got ready to do her thing. There was a hot plate on the table and two individuals laying heads on table. This lady said ok this is how I wanted to approach the hotplate and then started moving in fluid martial arts type moves all around the area

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

The Large Mall, the robot girl and the deal



My wife and I had gone to another city to a very large mall.  I was leaning over a railing on a platform for a small restaurant looking out at the busy mall.  I felt something grab my hand and it was a little girl about 8 or 9.  She was on the thin side with a pretty dress on and had a pleasant smiling face.  She pulled me down the short stairs and on to the mall floor.  As we were standing there I heard a fellow from nearby say “I can show you her working last night.”  He explained to me that she was a robot girl that worked in movies.  I had let the girl go when the fellow brought over a two handed gadget that he said he would explain to me before showing me the movie.  It had all sorts of small doors and switches and all and I just sort of blanked out during his explanation and when caught zoning I tried to feign attention.  I remember later attempting two-step dancing with the girl who stumbled cutely when completely lost at what we were doing.  

I had come to a shop, making my way through the mall I saw a display of stone fish in small sizes.  The colors were a purplish blue somewhat similar to amethyst.  They were displayed in water and were absolutely beautiful.  I had decided after seeing them a couple of times that I wanted to purchase one.  I spoke to the proprietor and I was having trouble making a deal.  These I gathered were also meaningful in some way meaning that they were much for a particular religion that felt they were a symbol of some sort.  I never did make a deal for one but I did admire the beauty.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Kentucky Blue



I went to the mountains of Kentucky.  I went way up the many hollers.  Before I could knock on a door I was greeted outside.  This happened at every house and every shop I found.  I was genuinely pleasant and talked to who I could and looked at what I could.  I was learning the area and its people.  I ended up at a large compound with house and enormous outer building.  This was it seemed a shop, a meeting place and anything else that they needed it to be. 

I was speaking with the obvious patriarch and his sons about what I had been doing and seeing.  Then I left as I could hear the patriarch say we need to torch this.  They then set the entire upper story afire.  As I made my way around the hollers I was gaining more and more attention of the inhabitants.  I was now not the one to ask the questions.   I was then grilled about what I had seen and what I had known.  It was pleasant and I never felt threatened.  I was beginning to understand the life, its people and their loves and hardships.

At nightfall I was asked if I would come with the group to have a get together.  I said yes and we headed up a long path up a mountainside. To my right after we had walked some time down into a penned off area were three huge bull elk.  By what was said I gathered that this was a breeding area. We ended our journey at a long one floor building.  We went inside and I saw 20 or more people sitting on benches with a roaring fire in the wood stove in the center of the building.

The talk was animated and friendly.  Laughs would break out and shared by the few around the talker.  The men were mostly at the end toward the door.  Some of the men stood up while others sat on the benches.  They too were having conversations.  During this time one young man took off outside and there was a joke that he was headed to the elk. 

At one point we all were seated, the fire roaring in the middle and the people quieted.  It was then asked if everyone starting toward the back of the room would introduce themselves and a bit about what they did.  It was interesting as the introductions continued to hear of the lives of the people I had grown a great affection for in a short time.  There had been maybe a half dozen or so introductions and I interrupted and introduced myself telling them that I was sent with a badge to make arrests but that I was there today and the badge meant nothing that I liked them all very much. 

When I was done the presentations continued.  I could see the next man in line, as he began his introduction,  was a bit peeved at me for jumping turn. 

Monday, June 27, 2011

Working at the ladies house, a video game and a fudge jacket



I was working with another guy cleaning and taking care of a home. One of our chores was to mow the lawn.  We took turns mowing but mostly I was the one doing the work. I had made quite a few rounds and was having a hard time at times controlling the mower.  It wanted to run off from you if you didn't hold it back.  I had left a few sprigs of grass that were taller in between the paths.

I had evidentially not gone exactly up and down the lawn.  It bothered me because I was sure I had gone wheel track to wheel track.  At one point a visitor which was Bill Clinton grabbed a pick axe and started picking away the little sprigs of lawn that I had left.  As he did so he was explaining what he was doing.  I had immediately moved within 2 feet of him and acted like I was the most interested person ever, I asked questions to prove the matter.  My partner didn't bother. My partner on his rounds had grabbed a 12 to 14 inch shop broom to do his mowing.  After a round I asked him why the hell would he use something so small because he would have to do so many more rounds as it just wasn't very wide.  He didn't answer.
There was a pool table at the residence so my partner and I had us a game.  The only thing I remember about it was that the game was nothing special but my partner had broken two pool cues during the play.  I was quite upset with him and could not at all understand how one cue could be broken much less two of them. 

My partner had started music from the stereo.  This was something that later we were yelled at. The lady of the house had just talked to her husband who was bed-ridden and daily was in a bedroom towards the back of the house.  He had told her that for a full day until she had gotten home again that he had been kept awake because of the stereo.  She was not at all happy with us and it showed.  I told her that I was not the one wanting to start the music.

Another lady visited the house.  She had started playing a video game.  It was showing on the monitor in front of her.  I sat down a few feet forward and to the right of her and started playing as well and it showed on my monitor.  The lady was so much more experienced than I was.  I did not know exactly what to do.  She mentioned using the squigglys.  I found them on my monitor, they were spread throughout the screen falling, sliding, moving and disappearing at random.  I clicked on one of them and it caused destruction around it.  I thought ok at least now I know some of what to do.  I told her the game seemed to be a little of a lot of other games all put together.  She eventually got up and was leaving.  I walked with her as she went.  I hugged her and told her that if she ever wanted someone to stay the night I would be happy to do so. 
The lady of the house had a bird at the back of the house in a darkened area. This was a large bird but was on a rather long perch and was seemingly to rock sideways trying to move away. I later asked the lady what was wrong with the bird and she said she had tried to calm him with a fudge jacket.

Later as my partner and I were getting ready to go as we had travel connections to make I found a plant that was spilled all over a table and floor.  I hurriedly started cleaning it up as I yelled at my partner for not caring enough to do so already.  

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Large, open roomed dining and the peep of the house



I owned what was a very popular diner.  The entire dinner was much like a buffet but with only one table of food and many tables scattered about.  The food was huge pans of meat surrounded by rolls and the sides.  The diner was always teeming with those dining and the talk was light and loud. 

One day I went to the basement and noticed that I could see a good section of the house next to the diner.  There was a three foot gap that I could see the entire living room and the kitchen and the feet of those at the table having their evening meal.  I knew that this had to be fixed right away and I was worried there was other damage that I had not seen before.  

Saturday, June 25, 2011

To doughnut or not to doughnut



I was a student.  I was with many other students this day.  We were taken into a large auditorium with tall desks and platforms full of doughnuts.  There were every imaginable donut from lemon filled to cake doughnuts and maple bars to a simple glazed morsel.  We were told they were all for us.  Students were taking two and three platters heaping with goodies under their arms as they walked away. 

I was completely conflicted.  I was a vegetarian and I did not know where these doughnuts came from.  If they had come from Kirspy Kreme I could not eat them as there would be lard in them.  I didn't at all like not having any but I held to my conviction that I just could not take the chance.  That is until I walked out of the large auditorium and saw that the entry hall also had heaping platters of gooey treats.  I gave in grabbed myself a couple of platters and took them with me. 

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Horrible work day at the sawmill



I was working at a sawmill.  My job was to use switches and my hands to make sure that what was coming out of the saw was sorted into what needed to be cut again, what went to trash and what was finished rough product.  My equipment was precisely set up to allow lumber to cross over, under and across various steel bars for transport to the proper area. 

This day the equipment had two major problems that made my job infinitely more difficult.  One of the problems was that the electronics for my equipment was broken that signaled a momentary stop sign for the sawyer which meant that if anything went wrong I got lumber on top of lumber on top of lumber instead of fixing the problem quickly and going on.  Next problem was that the preciseness of the equipment was off for various transports that caused the lumber not to go where it should but instead it was inappropriately transferred.  This could cause more work for everyone down the line and I could get into major trouble for not doing my job correctly. 

I wanted to get all of these issues fixed but was unable so I continued to do my job that was now increasingly difficult as I tired and became more frustrated. 

---This dream plagued me.  I woke many times and knew that I was having this dream and did not want it to continue so I attempted to go back to sleep and have this dream go away.  It didn't.  Time after time the dream came back.  My sleep was horrible this night. ---

Monday, June 20, 2011

Serial Killer



I was reading a book about a serial killer. I read the background of the killer to get a good idea what he was like.   I was also following a man I thought was a serial killer, the same man I was reading the book about.  I read the first chapter right to the point he killed someone and was moments away from the same moment in my real time life.  A moment later the killer struck and killed. 

I read the next chapter and in both the book and in real time the killer struck and killed.  Again the next chapter and the next, and the next. This occurred for every chapter I had read. I went to the police and told them exactly what had happened.  I am sure this was completely irregular for them and I was sure I was also then and forever going to be looked upon as suspicious.  However they decided to as they say give me enough rope to hang myself. 

I read and then followed the killer and the law followed me.  Again a killing.  At the end of the day I was sleeping in the dormitory room I always head been and was now under suspicion by the killer who was in the bed at the far end of the dormitory.  I was completely afraid for my life.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Kitty in Strings - Beds with large people

Kitty being harmed

I was working in an industrial plant. There was a man that was bigger than I was that had gotten angry at me and somehow felt betrayed.  We had been fighting when he grabbed a kitty and put it in a string sack with many dangling strings and was hurting the kitty.  I was beating him with my fists with hard blows on the side of his face over and over.  If he was hurting the kitties then I wanted to hurt him.

Beds with large people

I was going to school at a university.  I was lost getting through halls of a large building.  I took a dim hallway and passed a room that was also mostly in the dark.  The room had two rows of beds and was apparently filled with large persons in each. I say this because the one fellow that I had a good look at appeared to be Samoan and was in my estimation 1000 pounds of person.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Chasing kitties, choking, and a lobotomy



My wife and I and a lot of others in our family were out in a van and a car and headed somewhere on a long trip.  We stopped at one location and got out.  On one side of the road it was wooded and on the other was brush.  We stopped and got out and were stretching.  Some of the kitties of the bunch of us got out and immediately it worried me, out here in the woods if they ran off we may never see them again.  Instantly I tried getting everyone to concentrate on getting the kitties back in the vehicles.

There was a person I saw that had walked out of a path in the woods that somehow seemed familiar.  The next that I recall there was a house that that I had gone into along with an older fellow that was with our group and a younger guy.  We started going through the house trying to find the kitties and I was attacked by the fellow that I saw out on the trail.  I was choking him nearly to death and then asking the older fellow of our crew to watch him.

I continued to look around for the kitties and then the fellow got away. This seemed to happen a few times.  I found myself choking the man again and again turning him over.  Finally I recall that everyone was outside except for me and I was looking through the house for a weapon to protect myself.  I was worried this time as I thought I was the only one left and that it could be the other fellow was after me.  I heard noise in the house.  I was momentarily on the bed and I just wanted it to be over, I was tired, I wanted my kitties to be ok and this to be over.  

Later I recall waking up and I was in a home with my wife and a few others there.  I was told at that time that I had gotten a lobotomy.  I was trying to find out more information about what had happened as time passed by that day.  I recall later being angry as hell at wife and others that they had allowed me to have a lobotomy.  

Monday, June 13, 2011

Saving Myself in Wartime



I was off shore in a ship and was then on a Japanese beach and I knew they were my enemies and I must not be caught.  I ended up hiding on the beach under a tarp, what maybe looked like a broken down boat of some sort.  I hid there as rows up on rows of soldiers went by rushing around doing business and just up the hill was what appeared to be a big supply center with rows of items in bins along a football sized area.  I eventually found my way up the hill and attempted to get supplies out o the bins myself for keeping myself warm and safe along with trying my best to get rid of the items that made me stand out.  I slid around from location to location and finally into an area of offices toward the back.  I hid in one room for quite some time.  I know that eventually I was apprehended by a person of status who took me with him on a long flight and trip.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

The Chase and Hiding in the Stack in the Air



I was in the front yard area with my uncle.  He asked me to do something and I didn't do it.  He then got in his car which was parked ahead of mine.  He started it and got his speed up and then used his car to slam into mine and crush the front end of the car.  I didn't at all appreciate what he had done.  I grabbed an item or two and took off down the street at a fast walk. 

I got to the corner and I could see that my uncle was now following me.  I kept going alternating a fast walk with a run.  I got quite a ways further down and a girl that I knew and a great friend told me that she could see I was being followed and I said come with me.  She joined me as we both then matched our pace.  I told her that I would show her my place. 

Some period of time later we arrived at my place.  We walked out toward the edge of the stack of baled hay that we were on but didn't get too close.  We looked down and could see a great distance that one would fall if they went over the edge.  It looked to be hundreds and hundreds of feet but the true distance we did not know.  We backed off and sat down on a bale that was further away from the edge and started to have some lunch. 

Some passing of time later we could hear others below searching for me or now us.  At some point she and I got separated and she went far further back on the hay stack and I found myself closer to the edge now as bales of hay from the very end started to fall and as they did it brought the edge closer to me.  I fought to find my way further back into the stack as I had now fallen down from the top and was on a row of bales that was at least 10 feet from the top of the stack.  As I fought my way back in any crack I could get to more bales fell and I was again precariously perched just a moment from disaster.  

Saturday, June 11, 2011

The death, Christopher Meloni and the Green Syringe



I was living in a psych ward. There were many others. I had gone into the restroom with another fellow and he had been doing some things at the sink wrong so I slapped him.  His head went under a sink full of water.  It took me a moment to pull his head out and it came out as a skull and the man was dead.

I later explained to my group in therapy and to the staff that it was an accident.  However they needed to know for sure.  They set up for an interrogation of sorts with a fellow that knew me.  I volunteered to do this though I was terrified.  I knew about these kinds of interrogations and it was not something that I wanted to be involved in.

A fellow picked me up and took me on the bus. We got out on a street and both of us casually dribbled a basketball down the street to the building we were headed.  I knew that other staff was watching out the windows of the building behind us.  We got into the building and went into a room where another fellow let us into the door of a room.  I walked inside and Christopher Meloni was the fellow that was going to do the interrogation.   He had a large syringe that he was filling to the top with a greenish drug.

Friday, June 10, 2011

A lecture hall of balls and sticks




I was in a lecture hall and our instructor was teaching class.  The class was technical cases from similar work to my current job.  I had been asked to turn in paperwork on my current cases.  My instructor was walking up from the back of the room and said to me in front of the class “David, why don’t you go ahead and get by with pretending to fix something rather than actually helping.”  He said this in much more indirect language than I have and made it obvious that he was calling me out.

He then started to lecture the class.He was writing on the board showing how choosing language and his approach you could pretend to be helping when you were not and that I had been doing that on my cases.

At some point he grabbed a small rubber ball and had a small stick end and he threw the ball against the wall and like tennis hit it back with this small stick end.  He was exceptionally good at it and hit each return of the ball very well although he had just a small stick end to hit them.  He jumped and slammed a time or two with incredible agility.

He slammed one and missed. The ball went near me but by me into the rows of those behind me.  The first few rows did not try at all to reach the ball and finally toward the back of the class a person or two attempted to reach it. One such person got out of his seat and ran over to do so however the ball continued, bounced off of the back wall and went back down to the front of the class right back to our instructor.

At another point our instructor had an open face room.  He had set up several large balls and a few props of other types and had set them around the room.  He pointed out to the class that they were all there and set up in that specific fashion.  There were also some musicians set up on one side of the room and when he asked a question the stand up bass player had said something mouthy and when the instructor asked the room for the culprit he eventually got back to the bass player which dropped his bass and took off skating his way around some hard floors nearby with the instructor after him. This it looked was for show and not real.

I was sitting next to an aisle and I had a huge amount of manila folders full of paperwork and binders and other supplies.  I laid them down on the floor near a bench back. When I went to pick them up they had car grease and spider webs on them. At that point my instructor brought a large tray of fruit and other snacks down the aisle next to me.  I did not reach for anything.  I also remember saying to a person that was nearby me that they should wait until it was their turn that it was not going to be fun.  This instructor was a whole lot like my English instructor in college in his looks.

Monday, June 6, 2011



I’ll put you down

My brother was approaching me in a dining room kitchen area.  I had a screwdriver in one hand and a sharp kitchen knife in another.  I stabbed him once in his bare belly as his shirt was off and I could see some blood.  I told him to back off and stabbed him again.  I then said, “I’ll put you down if you don’t stop” and stabbed him a third time.

Diablo

I remember I asked someone what Diablo was.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Lisa Lampanelli - I like to Vamp



Lisa Lampanelli

I dreamed I went to a large outside festival. It was a very nice late summer morning and just warm enough to be comfortable.  I heard Lisa Lampanelli a great comic’s name announced on a PA system and looked to where I might find her.  Off to my left I saw her outside stage.  About 50 feet from the stage I yelled out “Lisa.”  She stepped out from behind some people on the busy stage and said something to the effect of, “hey dude”.  I told her I loved her comic genius and that it was awesome that I could meet her.  At that moment I had to wake up and go to work in the sawmill, however I no longer worked in the sawmill.  

I like to Vamp

I was leaning over a counter display.  There was baseball sized painted face treats in a jar.  I grabbed one of the items in the jar and squeezed it and it talked to me as I bit its face and ate a part of it.  A boy about 8 or so came up and said, “I like to vamp.”   I shrugged him away and squeezed another head, heard it talk a bit and took a bite of it.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011


I was being chased by another man that I knew would kill me if he caught me.  He was very close and I was desperate to find a way to escape his grasp.  I had been running down hallways of a building and I came across a high school gymnasium with a few scattered people in activity here and there and bleachers of cheerleaders and other girls hanging out.  I decided to take a change and I sat down on the bleachers, put a cheerleader on my lap and explained that a man was after me and asked that she sit higher so that it would hide me.

Somehow the girl and her friends did not scream or toss me out on my ass but played along which is what it must have appeared like on their side.  Time went by and no one was coming in and the girls were starting to question their reality.  I kept making a plea to save me and I guess I was convincing as they gave me a bit more time.  We heard some activity out in the hall and I again asked the girl to sit higher and her friend next to us leaned over to help hide me.  There was no one that showed looking for me still. Finally a boy that was on a chair a bit further away said that there was a commotion reported on the radio that was outside of the building.  I took my leave hoping this was the man that was chasing me being reported.  I left down the hallway scared to death I would be found.

I ended up in one room where I watched television hanging out with others for a bit and I was distracted by a number of TVs.  I then started again running as I heard commotion nearby.  I went into the men's restroom and was holding a closet door shut and someone went passed me again. I held that position for some time but feared I should be moving on.

I kept going from place to place looking for a way out and away.  I finally ended up in a building that overlooked the beach that dropped below the building that sat on a slight cliff above the sand and surf.  The window blinds had been pulled down on the beach side and I sat hoping and waiting.  The man that had chased me got the police in on the chase and now I was being looked for by a large number of eyes.  I saw a policeman go by the door to the room and I hid behind a cabinet.  A couple of male college types seemed to believe that I was innocent and seemed to be trying to make conversation and distract any one from spending much time in the room.  I had to leave however shortly after that.

I slid a key across the floor to one of the men and said that it was my way out.  That it held a ticket.  At that same time I could see the blind was open on the ocean side and could see a ferry coming pretty as can be across the ocean and coming into harbor.  I left then and went outside.  Nearby there was a hole in the soft soil that was house sized large and had crude steps leading down.  I took them and found myself at the bottom where there was a bit of a cut in with spider webs and a bit of a dip of a hole and I stayed there.  There was a sight line into the hole but not a full one so I hid as far away as I could and waited to hear what I could.

I would stick my head and body among the spiders but only if I had too.  I heard a couple of fellows walking by from another direction where sand dunes met the hole.  They were carrying a couple of exploration bars and picks.  I told them I wished to go with them and grabbed a couple of picks that were in the hold and I walked with them up and out and away leading to a more residential area.

Later that evening I ended back at the mall area and was sitting next to some fellows that overheard the same report I had just heard on the radio in the room that was playing.  The report had said that one Gerald Letko was found on-board the ferry and was being held,that the man that he was seen chasing had not been seen and was expected to be long gone.

I was sitting there in shaggy clothes, not the best of cleanliness and one of the men in the room asked me if I had seen the man.  I laughed.  I did not answer I just laughed a strange little laugh.  I got up walked away and took a blanket that had been nearby that looked a bit like a Mexican serope.  I threw it around my shoulders like a wrap and walked down some steps into a hallway where there were for sale at a mall kiosk some Sombreros.  I looked at them folded and adjusted my wrap and went to make a purchase of head gear.